这个农历新年

第一年成为学子。
从来没有如此强烈的感觉，哪儿都不想去，只想好好待在家里，或者陪家人到处走走玩玩。
我们家原本就很害怕农历新年，那种卖水果忙得疲惫不堪的状态，所以新年期间家人都希望好好休息就够了。

新年少不了的是红包，只是今年大家的红包都缩水了。
只是一份心意，没必要如此计较吧。

其实这个农历新年又领悟了许多。
大姨突如其来的不适进院，其他三位阿姨还有我妈都生了大病。
在餐厅接到电话说大姨清醒过来时，还真有个神经病当场就哭了。

还有一个傻大姐，由于生日当天还得卖水果，结果趁着空档时自己跑去买了两个cupcakes祝自己生日快乐。
搞得那个傻妹妹和傻妈妈哭笑不得。

还有那天爸爸拖着疲倦的身躯载我上来吉隆坡，一路上就聊了几句。
我知道爸爸很担心我，心疼我们几个爱逞强的孩子。
我是傻爸爸的傻女儿。

农历新年真的就快结束了。
现在不在家，又发烧了，很辛苦，真的很辛苦。

“跟爸妈说我一切很好泪总会落下”

哭了一场，或许会比较好吧。
王美婷，加油！

Today

The third day of third semester.
A big nervous day.
First class of English for Communication subject, which makes me stress like hell and refuse to attend the class.
Sem 2 results release day, nothing I want more, just all pass enough.

And then, early in the morning, I woke up at 5am and can't continue to sleep any more.
Attended my class at 8am.
Was separated into group, and having a discussion today.
Seriously all my classmates speak fluently and their English damn pro!
I was fucking wondering why am I in this class.
Yes my English sucks actually but I have no choice unless I really demand to change my class.
Some of the classmates are just nice, but some aren't. They laughed to those who made a small small small grammar mistake when talking.
Oh damn I feel extra stress again.
But luckily my group members did help me, they knew my problem and then helped me to talk more.
One of them even told me to take advantage to improve myself.
Well, I will really try my best.

After the class, I came back to my room and I have totally forgotten to check about the results because I was super nervous when I was in the class.
My room-mates kindly reminded me and at the moment I already lost all my nervous.
I don't know why I didn't care any more, maybe I can guess the results according to the efforts I paid.
But honestly the moment my results appeared on my laptop screen, I felt relax because I passed all my subjects.
Although the CGPA is still maintained only but I'm still happy that this time I have improved, I didn't get C+/C or even worse grade in my results.
On the spot I made a call to inform my mother about my results and I can feel her proud to me.
Moreover, I received encouragements from my sister too.
That's what caused my tears dropped.
I really feel warm, do appreciate every love from my lovely family .

Now it is night time again.
I know I have to put more and more efforts because I'm weak compared to the others.
I know maybe someday I will cry because of my stress but just don't care anything right now, do my best, that's more than enough.
Oh ya one more thing, I hope nobody will disappear or leave my college life suddenly or quietly again.
Good luck and all the best everyone, especially to all broadcasters.
:)

有故事的人

每一次煤气用完了，妈妈都会拨电给一位熟悉的人，一个可以称得上“看着我从小到大”的人。

他是一位卖煤气的叔叔，从旧家迁至新家，每一次都跟他“交关”，同样的，每次新年将至，他会跟我们家买上一箱又一箱的柑。

或许上了大学，在家的机会是少之又少，与叔叔碰不上几次面，有点生疏了。
以前还小的时候，每次他送来煤气筒后，我们都会声声道谢。
有一次我们几个小瓜帮忙做月饼，在准备材料的当儿，叔叔早已看出我们要做的成品，原来他也曾是位厨师。
我们不是很熟悉彼此的家庭背景，可是每次他都会跟妈妈称赞我们，说我们乖巧懂事，而且很有礼貌，让我们开心许久。

刚刚近距离谈了几句，发现一丝丝的银发已窜满他原本乌黑的头发，脸上的纹路尽显他历尽过的风霜，黝黑的皮肤是他在日晒下执勤的收获。

我虽不清楚叔叔的家庭背景，但我知道每一个人都是有故事的人，无论好或坏，那都是各自的人生。
这个假期虽不算很充实，但是我真的得到了很多收获，不是物质上的收获，而是精神、知识。
我听了很多长辈及前辈诉说他们的故事，你可以说时代已变迁，我们所经历的与他们不一样，可是有一种永不变质的东西叫做“经验”。经验总是好的，它可以造就一个人的丰功伟业；也可以制止一件坏事的发生。

无论如何，好的经历，坏的体验，都是人生的一个过程。
我们或许生活得平淡无奇，可是我们都有自己的人生历练。
每个人都是有故事的人，我们无从否定，只有细听，尊敬，学习。

周华健《有故事的人》

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