Sunday, 29 December 2013

陶晶瑩《我不祝福》




幾個字 寫寫停停 為了保持禮貌的語氣
幾句話 斷斷續續 確定我們已經不熟悉
偶爾我就恍了神 忘了現在的關係
過去是過去 我的存在不再依賴你
最多幾個深呼吸 最長幾秒鐘遲疑 我就會放下你

我不說我祝福 我不祝你幸福
我不想去証明 我們是個錯誤
放得下就不孤獨 站得遠些就清楚 我不祝福

那天氣 陰陰晴晴 沒有適合長駐的穩定
這城市 來來去去 我已學會觸景不傷情
偶爾我就軟了心 鬆了彼此的距離
寂寞總提醒 我必須先照顧我自己
輕輕聊天或寫信 不用太多的關心 沒有什麼意義

我不說我祝福 我不祝你幸福
我要我們明白 不夠愛就放開
不幻想就沒感觸 不期待就不在乎 我不祝福

總有一天 我能控制想念 能上線留言 能簡單面對
矛盾之間 我始終了解 時間不能解決一切

我不說我祝福 我不祝你幸福
我不想去証明 你和我是個錯誤
我不說我祝福 我不祝你幸福
我不想去証明 我們是個錯誤
放得下就不孤獨 站得遠些就清楚 我不祝福
我不說 我不祝福

Monday, 25 November 2013

48 Hours Film Project (Simulation)

48 个小时,说长不长,可说短也不短。
就在这 48 小时,发生了很多事。

看穿人心,是是非非。
然后惹了一身祸——我竟然成了人人的眼中钉。

对于我的错事,我绝对会认错。
而我没有做过的事,我肯定争论到底。

还是想说,友情才是最累人心。
好朋友的谎言,我束手无策。
我或许应该把自己的嘴封起来,再把自己的心封死。
我的心态不平衡。
没有感觉最好。

信任真的是一张白纸,纸一旦皱了,就回不去原来的样子。
友情与爱情之间的选择,其实见仁见智。
我在乎的,其实并不是你想象的。
所谓的仨人行,我退出,我祝福。

“好朋友只是朋友 还是朋友 不能够占有”
“好朋友疯狂以后 还是一个人走 无所求”
“好朋友只是朋友 只能保留 一点点温柔”
“我知道什么时候回头 不打扰你的自由”

你们,好好地过! :)

Tuesday, 19 November 2013

《我的小时代》MV Production

Week 1 就得知,唱片公司 28 Stage 来学校,寻找 3 组 Production Crews 帮他们旗下的新歌手拍摄 MV。
这是一次很好的学习机会,我当然不容错过!
最后,我们 M2DBC 派出了两支制作团队,而我们 Advance Diploma 的学长学姐也组了一支制作团队。
就这样,MV 制作开始。

Pre-Production
筹备工作。
我是导演。
但我觉得我比较适合当副导。
其实这是最难捱的阶段。如果没有计划好所有的东西,分分钟就会毁了拍摄程序。
在这个阶段,我们的确面对了许多困难。
原本商量好的地点,却在场地负责人反反复复前言不搭后语的情况下,我们被迫放弃了。
接下来的好几天,我们就一直找场地,东奔、西跑。
拍摄还没开始,我们就已经让 client 担心得要命了。
最后,我们还是顺利找到了有人情味的地方作为我们的拍摄场景。




Production

拍摄工作。
这是一个不简单的工作,每个人都得清楚明了自己的工作岗位。
就在大家准备就绪出发拍摄,天空竟然不作美地闪了电、打了雷。
可我们并没因此而退缩。
我很享受大家一起凝聚力量,为我们的拍摄祈祷。
结果,老天还是下了雨,我们的拍摄时间也就延迟了大约 2 个小时。
我承认,拍摄过程有不顺利的地方,那就是我和摄影师事先没有良好的计划与沟通。
然后在拍摄过程,我发了臭脾气。
老师晚上有来探班,也跟 client 聊了几句。
我看得出,老师失望了。




Post-Production

后期制作。
导演必须与剪接师共同把所有画面呈现成一支 MV。
我在技术上的知识不是很多,于是我只能提供意见,然后交由剪接师作出效果。
在这个阶段,由于时间掌握不好,于是我收了很多炸弹。
老师和 client 都处于失望、紧张、不安的状态。




MV Premiere & Press Conference

MV 首映 & 新闻发布会。
大家看了自己的成果都很感动。
主持人 Orange 陈慧恬的圆场反应很赞!
听老师说,原本最不看好我们的 client,到最后最喜欢我们的 MV。而最大最大的老板,也最喜欢我们的 MV 哦!
从原本的一堆屎,成为了最终被喜欢与被欣赏的 MV,还收到“我们真的被感动到”的评语,我想我们成功做到了我们想要表达给观众的讯息与感觉!
生平第一次上电视节目,8TV/ 八度空间《八八六十四》。
紧张是在所难免的。
重要的是,我又大开了眼界。
当天的节目主持人是学姐 Chrystina Ng 黄玮瑄,她的口才真是了得!
我领悟到,我还有很多很多东西必须学习。






Post-Mortem

检讨会。
在 client 和艺人面前发脾气是不专业的举动,分分钟还会影响自己人的情绪。
老师还说,我不适合当导演,也说暂时要我放下并远离导演一职。
被否定,伤心与失落是免不了的。
可是回到最初,导演这个职位,不是我的梦。
可是我很感恩,我有这一次的学习机会与经验。
往后的日子,我会发掘更适合自己的工作岗位。
当然,倘若有机会,我还会接受导演一职,我一定要进步,我要做得比这一次更好!

最后,我想说些感恩的话。

首先谢谢 28 Stage 勇于给予我们这一班新生一次尝试的机会。 :)
接着谢谢老师用心良苦一路给予的指导。 :)
然后谢谢同学们一直以来的鼓励。 :)
还要谢谢家人全力的支持。 :)
最后,谢谢 We Are Young (W.A.Y) Production 所有的成员。我不是最好的导演,可是因为有你们,我们成功了。谢谢大家一直以来的包容,我为我的臭脾气和不专业的行事作风道歉。也感谢大家一直以来的付出。未来的路很长,可是不要忘了我们的小时代。记住我们的梦,我们一定要勇敢地走下去!我的小时代,有你们,更精彩。继续为我们的梦想加油吧! ;)





最后,让我介绍我们的歌手。
她是超有耐心、配合度极高、超赞、超有才华、人美声甜的 Catherine 梁佩颖
她的第一单曲是《我的小时代》
这首歌想传达的是正面元素,无论在追逐梦想、成绩、成就、爱情等各方各面。
我个人很喜欢这首歌简易的歌词却包涵一股巨大的力量,歌曲本身节奏感很强却又很轻快的旋律,再搭配 Catherine 梁佩颖 微妙的唱歌技巧,整首歌给人的感觉就是振奋人心、充实信心、充满力量!
而她同门姐妹的两首单曲也收录在了同一张单曲合辑。
Windy 陈姳妤《嫁给寂寞》
Sylvia 黄薛栗《Let It Go》


From Left 左起: Sylvia 黄薛栗、Windy 陈姳妤、Catherine 梁佩颖
最后的最后,让我分享我们 We Are Young (W.A.Y) Production 的成品,送上 Catherine 梁佩颖《我的小时代》,请大家多多支持! ;)


《我的小时代》 My Tiny Time
作曲 Composer:Clement 萧启贤
作词 Lyricist:管启源

像是刚从一场梦 醒过来
已经不是穿制服 的女孩
挥着手站在告别 的月台
第一次学会怎么感慨 喔

关于未知的未来
保持简单的期待
不要忘记最初的姿态 喔

我不怕 天空会有阴霾
生活多无奈
哪怕我只是根火柴
也够燃烧一个小时代

我不怕 爱情里的伤害
沿途遇到多少的障碍
勇敢去爱 放心去拥抱
我的小小时代

自由的野花一样 会盛开 喔
有阳光也有风雨灌溉 喔

关于未知的未来
保持简单的情怀
不要忘记最初的姿态 飞的姿态

我不怕 天空会有阴霾
生活多无奈
哪怕我只是根火柴
也够燃烧一个小时代

我不怕 爱情里的伤害
沿途遇到多少的障碍
勇敢去爱 放心去拥抱
我的小小时代

Tuesday, 1 October 2013

催泪电话

从中午开始就感到头痛,不舒服。
出门在外生病的日子很难过也很难受。 :'(((((

爸爸以为我无法入睡,第一时间打电话关心我。爸爸妈妈我爱你们!!! :'))))))))

我很想对着电话哭,可是我没有。 当说了"我没事我很好",挂电话的那一刻,眼泪再也止不住了。 :'(((((

最后发现,原来在微信留言睡不着觉的是二姐不是我。

明天老弟要考 PMR 了。
认真的男人最帅?
我的老弟认真起来的确帅死人不偿命。
最不爱读书的两人,竟然为了 PMR 拼了!
补习,星期一到星期日,白天到昼夜,全天无休。
以前不及格的科目数量,现在变成了及格科目数量。
进步程度让我大吃一惊。
好吧老弟,我不在家,不能陪你们度过这个阶段。
但要记得我的心与你们同在。
早睡早起,照顾身体,我爱你,和你。



我想我很快樂 當有你的溫熱

你知道
就算大雨讓整座城市顛倒
我會給你懷抱

就算整個世界被寂寞綁票
我也不會奔跑

Sunday, 29 September 2013

九,长长久久

才第一个星期,大姐就要离开了,两年。
继未来大姐夫去英国升学,大姐也在这个月头到台湾报到。
有一种不舍,非笔墨所能形容也。
你知道那个人要离开,可你更坚信那个人会回来。
;'))))))))))

整个 sem break 多数的时间都呆在家。

人家说这是老的迹象,青春不再。
我说,这是成长。
成长教会我,什么东西我最需要珍惜,也最需要我珍惜。

九月尾,我又必须回到很残酷很现实的生活。

压力愈来愈重,可是无法逃避。
该来的始终要来,我只能面对自己的选择。
学习。学习。学习。

这个九月,有悲伤的骊歌,但更多的是,家人、亲戚、朋友、还有我的欢笑声。

;')))))))))))

黄美珍《只怕想家》


苏打绿《小时候》
词曲:吴青峰


小時候 我們的城市像郊外
我們的腳步很輕快
那時天空很藍 心很小 路很寬

長大後 我們的存在像塵埃
我們的距離被拉開
有時相處很難 想很多 話很短

我要爬上你的肩膀
我要眺望你的遠窗
我忘了問 什麼樣的倔強
讓我們不說一句真心話

我要長成你的翅膀
我要拂去你的滄桑
我忘了說 心裡面的願望
始終是要你的肯定啊
從你溫柔眼眶 綻放

這時候 我們的心變得柔軟
放下了父子的身段
知道時間太晚 不要躲 不要散

我要爬上你的肩膀
我要眺望你的遠窗
我忘了問 什麼樣的倔強
讓我們不說一句真心話

我要長成你的翅膀
我要拂去你的滄桑
我忘了說 心裡面的願望
始終是要你的肯定啊
從你溫柔眼眶 綻放

我要爬上你的肩膀
我要眺望你的遠窗
我忘了問 什麼樣的倔強
讓我們不說一句真心的話

我要長成你的翅膀
我要拂去你的滄桑
我忘了說 當我仔細回想
腦海最珍貴的一幅畫
是你載著我 叮嚀我
要我抓牢你身旁
安心在你背後 飛翔

記憶中 我們的一切
隨著你老去的臉
成為永遠

Sunday, 25 August 2013

Balik Kampung

终于回家了!

度过了很美好的关丹三天两夜游,真的很谢谢 dear 慧媁一家的热情款待 :)
有幸的,我见证了陈家两姐妹荣获歌唱比赛的冠亚军,接下来,我只是等待慧媁小姐你的个人专辑哦,哈哈!

我绝对会再回到关丹的土地上,因为还有很多美食等着我,嘻嘻 xD
TJantek Restaurant Spaghetti (the most delicious spaghetti I have eaten) & Fruit Punch & Wild Honey
Mear-E Kopitiam Tepung Goreng & Green Coffee

Lila Wadi Cheese Cake & Pandan Cooler & Lime Water
Teluk Chempedak 西米露 & 文头雪
陈妈酿豆腐晚餐
I miss allllllllll
还有~ 爱心 Starbucks Latte~~~
哇 哈 哈 ! ! ! XD

Ok, back to my today's feeling!
回乡的旅程是愉快的。
我的家乡是 Sasaran 渔村,靠近瓜雪一带。
很简单的乡村生活,没有很高科技的享受,可这就是我所盼望的感觉——没有城市的压迫感。
久违的亲戚和老爸的老朋友,别来无恙。 :)
吃了很道地很渔村风味的美食,真得可谓除了我老妈以外,我吃过最好吃的炒鱼及臭豆料理!
很满足! :D
到海边吹吹海风,买几支冰激凌,和爸妈还有老弟享受了很愉悦的时光。 ;)

回家了,帮妈妈煮晚餐。

爸妈身体不好,做孩子的总会心疼。
感谢老天,我看见了老弟的成长。
至少,他们愿意为了自己的课业负责任,还会帮父母分担重任。
今天在回程的车上,老弟又睡着。
转个弯,一个不小心就靠在我的肩膀上。
还记得小时候,妈妈都会给我们这般依靠,我们就在妈妈温暖的肩上睡着。
逐渐长大,轮到我们这三个姐姐给弟弟依靠。
光阴哪,总是不留人。
长大了,有多久没有给生日的父母亲吻,有多久没有兄弟姐妹互相拥抱。
或许啊,我们本来就是传统家族教育,没有西方国家所谓的亲昵。
可是,真的很怀念以前小不懂搂搂抱抱又亲吻妈妈的脸颊。 :')

家是永远的避风港,这句话大家都晓得,可并不是每个人都领悟。

往后的日子,大家分道扬镳。娶的娶,嫁的嫁。
可是不要忘了,我们来自同一个家,那个永远100分的家。

[碰巧听见的一首歌 =') 如果你译福建歌。]

Wednesday, 21 August 2013

Home♥Family

The is indescribable.
You can only understand it when you leave the place, home.
You can only feel it when you leave the people, family.

Remember the Penang trip?
 my family, very much. :)

家人,就是 ♥ 连 ♥ 







Semester 4

So, today is the end of my Semester 4.
The last paper is down, Radio and DJ, it is not tough, I feel it's our luck.
Everyone has suffered for the first paper Globalization and Communication, so do I. Don't forget I contributed my 1st time of make good test for it lol
And the 2nd exam paper we didn't expect it is such hard, we all confused for a question. But it is over so ya... just wait for the result will do.

Sem break!
I should be at home now, but for the very 1st time I didn't rush back to home immediately after the last paper.
I feel unusual actually. It is so rare.
But why am I still at KL? hehe
It is because I will go to Kuantan tomorrow, with Siao Mun, to meet up Hui Wey! :D
We didn't meet for about a year because she proceeded her study in Taiwan.
So now she is having her holidays, hence we arrange the time for gathering, and also implement my promise to visit her at Kuantan!
Quite exciting hehehehe It's gonna be full of fun! :D

What is the purpose I'm writing this?
Actually is to revise and conclude the incidents among the Sem 4, no matter it's happy or sad, I just want to write about what I gained from it.
I can't remember all, so what I have remembered is definitely important to me.

The most important is that I have spent a really great night with ECX in my college!
HAHAHAHAHAHA Talking about this I still can laugh even I am sleeping XD
Spent 5 minutes for preparation and that's it.
I went on stage oh I was standing on the stage with ECX! Same stage weh! We talked we joked we played we took photos I stood right beside them how close it is!
I really love them! Their every single dance step easily grabs my attention!
And then is 8TV Showdown 2013 Finals, I met them again, and also my friends RJVN.
That is really an unforgettable night!
I miss ECX live performance, and also RJVN who totally showed us their passion in dance and the determination to self-breaking.
ECX, go hard or go home!
RJVN, born to bond!

Then touch about the assignments, Radio and DJ is the subject that I really learned a lot from it especially from the mock live programming.
I learned to be a DJ, and learned to cope with different type of people in a team.
I admit that I really on fire when coped with the weird team members but now, I forgive.
It is a process, a learning process in life.
Ended up I earned the ability to do works simultaneously, even that is not my responsibility but I completed it.
And the same situation for Broadcast Writing for TV subject also, some of them are uncooperative but eventually we still done the assignment.
Take this chance, I really want to thanks those members who really paid efforts for it, thank you guys so much! :)

Hmmm this is weird.
Somehow I thought that I fell for someone, but now I really super clear about myself, I didn't.
And also, I don't know why, I just feel like I don't want to get into any relationship, boys girls problem.
I am really happy and enjoy my single life.
I do not hope anyone to like me, to fall for me, I seriously feel disgusting of it.
I am just officially in the relationship with freedom.
But no worries there must be exception, unless the guy is the guy I fall for too lol
Recently, I am in love with Dennis Yin and I think our relationship will last long 8D
Conflictive. >.<

Well, so far I think these are the things I want to recap.
After so many assignments and experiences, we all have a more clearer look on our classmates.
Who can contribute, who does not.
Who is a good friend, who is a good colleague.
I believe everyone insulted or back stabbed each other, I did.
But after all, we are still classmates and more to friends right.
I hope that we really appreciate the remained time, which is the two semesters left.
Some of us are not going to continue their study again.
Remember we meet because of fate.
I really appreciate everyone of you.
Friendships forever. :)

So ya, it is holidays!
Everyone please enjoy the relaxing moment!
DBC rocks!
We will meet again about a month later!
Happy holidays! :)

Sunday, 7 July 2013

8TV Showdown 2013

I said I am the TOP FANS!
Yes, I mean it for every second!

8TV Showdown 2013.
All Star Category.
Finalist.
ECX for Elecoldxhot.
KTNK for Katoon Network.
RJVN for Rejuvenate.

Rejuvenate Dance Crew.
Danny Lee.
Tang Caven.
Sim Keat Ping.
Kevin Ong.
Zi Xian.
Choon Lee.

I love you guys so so much!
You guys did well!
I was there, for friends and family.
Glad to have them: Ah San Ng Fei San and Tan Eelene, and of course Rejuvenate mama Chee Yan. :')
Hugging is the only way to convey what we mean, the loves between Rejuvenate friends and family.
Rejuvenate bonds us together.
This is what we mean it:
This This This This THIS IS REJUVENATE!
BORN TO BOND!


I will not stop from rejuvenating with you guys! Never stop from supporting and loving you guys! :')
Thanks for show and prove to me what determination is.

Elecoldxhot and Katoon Network.
Top dance crews in Malaysia.
But to be honest that I prefer Elecoldxhot, they are my irreplaceable idols!
But one thing for sure, I really respect both Elecoldxhot and Katoon Network, salute for their soul and spirit in dancing! It is showed! Go hard or go home!

To conclude the overall feelings is I really enjoyed myself in the show! Have a great and awesome and crazy night with the people! 6/7/2013. :')

Sunday, 30 June 2013

They define me.

I used to ask people:
What is my first impression to you?
Who am I to you?
What do you think about me?
What kind of person am I?
What comes first to your mind when my name appears?
How will you describe me?

Just for this time, I define myself, with fully confidence!

I don't know.
I mentioned before that this semester we are having the large project for our Radio and DJ final assignment. We are divided into two big groups and there are 11 people in each group.
So yea, problems always start when there is communication. I mean different communication ways always cause problem.
What to say hmmm...
Honestly say, I used to describe the group members as weird type, just after I got along with them.

I hate faker! Thus I don't fake in front of people!
When I angry, I angry, I show people the what the fuck face!
When I happy, I happy, friends with everyone, as simple as ABC!
I was annoyed by the describing of "faker".

I accept all the comments.
For the good one, I will say I really have the ability to do everything.
I am not a leader, I just trained to be a leader since I was still a primary school student.
I was the assistant of head of prefect.
And during my secondary school life, I was the class monitor for all the five years.
I am proud to say that even the discipline teacher begged me to be the prefect and she wanted me to be the head of prefect.
I rejected it.
If I am really a vanity person, I would probably accept the position and tell everyone about it but I didn't.

I can't accept people say I am faker!
I hate it and definitely I will fight back 99!
Just because I said something, then I am hated.
Just because I did something, then I am considered as kepo busy body.
Why don't you talk about those who didn't do their responsibilities?!
I am too real, until you say I am fake.
I am too kind, until you say I am too free to be a busy body to take over and control everything.
I am too tolerate, until you can take advantage then stab my back.
I am too innocent, until I kept annoyed by your and others' words.

I am who I am.
I shouldn't have cared much any more.
I can't control anyone.
Just bare in mind, I don't need you to appreciate or thank me, I simply want to benefit you guys, that will be my pleasure to help you guys, remember what teamwork is.
I want our friendships, the real and true friendships.
I prefer you to scold me in front of everyone, rather than talk cock and crap behind me!
I will admit my fault if that's really my fault.

And all I want to say is I am not afraid to talk about you guys that means I am dare to face you all.
I dislike stab back type!


And lastly I want to thanks everyone, you guys define who am I, and lead me to find and define who am I.
Now I love and treasure myself more.
I am proud to be who I am.
I am Jasslyn Ong, the one and only one. :)

Thursday, 27 June 2013

Elecoldxhot Night

颠了!疯了!开心到傻了!哈哈!

TAR UC Orientation Odyssey Night (OO Night),每次人家问我要不要去,我都会满嘴粗口坚决地拒绝。
然而,就在今天,我却很烦躁、很烦恼,我 要 去 !
昨天从朋友口中得知 Elecoldxhot 即将出席并参与演出,鸡蛋糕我一收到消息就一直在骂 committee 为什么没有宣传。我敢保证,如果他们公开并宣传,今晚肯定大爆满!岂有此理还要我自己去 Elecoldxhot Facebook Official Page 检查才行。

整件事的经过就好像一场梦,我真的难以想象今晚有多美好。

碎碎念了一整天,朋友都快被我烦晕了。
原本以为没有票无法出席了,怎知道就在朋友们要离我而去之际,收到通知有人去不了。
结果?本人就算当了代替品也很开心。
可是烦恼又来了,本小姐没有合适的服装。
幸运的是,不到30秒就借到一件黑色的连身裙,穿上了之后大家都说很好看,呵呵。
(人美穿什么都美的啦!)
就这样,不到5分钟的准备过程,我就这样不可思议地出现在 OO Night 会场。

然后看了我的偶像 Elecoldxhot 的演出,场面真的是 high 到爆的!
不夸张!真的一点也不夸张!
原本不认识 Elecoldxhot 的朋友,在观看演出之后简直着迷得神魂颠倒!
接着是玩游戏时间,有 Elecoldxhot 和 Ryan Foo Joe 发问问题。
其实真的没有想过要参加游戏,即便再怎么疯狂。
但是朋友们比我还紧张,死命地叫我出去,然后潜意识里的我实际上是多么地想接近他们,于是还是自动自发地走上台了。
其实,Dennis Yin 也有叫我上台哦!哈哈!
然后就成功回答了问题,就可以得到礼篮。
怎知道 Popping Joe 和 Joe Ang 扛着 Ben Liew 当礼物送给我。
其实我很想告诉他们,我真的很想接这份礼物!可以的话我真的不要礼篮,哈哈哈!
可是玩笑后,我还是从偶像手中接过礼篮,嘻嘻。

游戏环节结束后,原以为偶像已经离场了,却偶然发现其实他们还没离开。
于是便和朋友借上厕所的理由(其实真的有上厕所)去找偶像拍照。
可惜的是,当中的一些成员已离开了。
可是没关系,有总比没有来得好。

我真的很开心!
终于见到所有偶像,而且还是近距离接触!
很陶醉、也很沉醉!
到现在仍无法平复心情地一直在笑,哈哈!
连朋友都有点忍无可忍的感觉。
总而言之今天真的是一个很美好的夜晚。
26/6/2013,值得纪念的夜晚。
晚安。
:D

[Nobody can stop me from loving and supporting them! Yea I love them damn much! Had an awesome and enjoyable night with #Elecoldxhot #ECX ! :DDDDDDDDDD]



Monday, 24 June 2013

Sick nal

Quite suffering these days! 
Here we come few assignment deadlines.
It is still ok at first.
What makes the situation worse is the signal of sickness! Damn the stupid haze!

Akh!
Actually I already felt not well since last week.
I was having sore throat and lost my voice because I shouted too much and too loud during my secondary school Sport Day.
And then, too many midnight works!
I stay up the nights for these few weeks.
Just almost recover from the little "not-well" feeling, but the stupid haze came.
The situation is getting more serious and has successfully effects me.
I get tired, I suffer in breathing, I feel dizzy, I cannot go out and have my proper meals!
Hell yea!
Brainless people did extra-stupid stuffs!
Why hurt and damage our one and the only one mother nature?
And seriously hurt the people around the world!
Now I receive the sick nal for me!
Damn you!

So ya all my friends, remember take care of yourselves!
Drink more water, wear mask and please avoid from outdoor activity ya!
Take good care of your health too!
Lesson learnt: Never ever burn the forest or rubbish or whatever. I mean, never ever damage the earth! If not, you will get cursed, by me.

Lastly, stay strong people, together with Jasslyn Ong here!

热血沸腾

最能够让我热血沸腾的事物,我想非舞蹈莫属。

刚才看了 8TV Showdown 2013 All Star Category Semi-Finals,整个原本被烟霾熏昏了的心,顿时重新燃烧一把热火。

我的偶像 Elecoldxhot 真的很棒。可或许他们的舞技早已达到某种荣誉的成就,观众及评审开始要求更多,期望也更高,而当他们满足不了这种需求时,就开始被认为一般般,其实这点对我这个舞迷来说难免会为偶像的心理不平衡。如果非要下个结论,我觉得这一次的比赛,Elecolxhot 不再是跟谁比赛,而是跟自己比赛。看了偶像们的状态,了解对他们而言或许这是舞团的最低潮,可是我会永远支持他们!希望他们对舞蹈的热忱可以再次爆发,加油!

而我的朋友 Rejuvenate 简直让我大吃不止一惊,他们的舞技已经超乎我所想象的。这也难怪,我们分开了约半年之久,我怎么可能知道些什么呢?每一次在舞台上的演出都带给我惊喜,真的,从重新组合开始,这两年的路途中你们进步了真的很多,进步速度也很神速。看见你们的成长与进步,真的感到无比开心和光荣。我也会永远支持你们,加油!This This This This This is Rejuvenate!
[Guys, from the 2 years of journey since it reformed, you guys really surprise me and improve a lot with a fast speed! Support! Keep it up!]


感谢启发我跳舞的人,让我勇敢实现我的梦。
还记得上个星期 English for IELTS Speaking Test, 很幸运的我的讲题竟然是舞蹈,更出乎意料的是结束考试前,老师还要求我现场示范,当然我也造做了。

我相信生活中总有一间那么让人热血沸腾的事,虽然它不一定是我们会做的事。
尽管我多么热爱写作,
尽管我多么喜欢阅读,
尽管我多么不译跳舞,
但是舞蹈,却能让我的心起死回生。

我开始追逐起我的舞蹈梦,至少,一生,一次。

Saturday, 15 June 2013

今天情

有些事实知道了会很难受。

原来,今天你来过。
我知道,你逃避我。
谢谢你,我们不曾见面过。

我不明白,你害怕什么?
你害怕斩不断我么之间的缘吗?
还是你就真的那么地讨厌我、不想见到我?

我们之间没什么了不是吗?
是不是连朋友也没得做了?
我会觉得可惜吗?

你真的,就是个大笨蛋!

今朝有酒今朝醉吧。

真心谢谢 Yee Wen 美女今天的邀请,真的很开心见到大家,还聊了许多,疯狂了许久。

明天中学运动会,会到场支持老弟的。
无论结果如何,老弟,加油!

还有, #RJVN , #Showdown2013, all the best!

Wednesday, 12 June 2013

团体压力

最近周围的朋友都很压力,大家都为了各自的学业功课忙得不可开交,还有很多出乎我意料的人,也哭了。

这一次,我竟然没有哭,我告诉自己不准哭,还真的给我办到了。

一直以来分组作业,我都是给别人压力、给别人严肃的印象。
但实际上,我也不是没有压力。

小组作业还容易控制场面,可是来到大组作业,你必须要加倍包容、加倍宽容、加倍谅解、加倍合作。
人数多了,并不代表付出可以少了。
反之,大家更应该谨慎。
人多,意见多,错误多,争吵多。
可是别忘了,大家聚集在一起的长处,也多了。

我真的不喜欢,明明说好讨论作业,可是却可以长篇大论题外话兼没有重点,更主要是浪费时间。
所以,我总是扮演绷着张黑脸的角色,把每一位成员拉回轨道。
我想这种处事作风在某些人眼里是缺点。
那些讨厌我这个作风的人,我不会怪你,因为我相信,你会是其中“出轨的人”。
我不是要自卖自夸,如果真的没有我跳出来带领大家,请问下是不是每一次开会都变成神游?
没有结果的结果,功课,是你给我分数吗?

我既要照顾每个人的感受,又要兼顾我的课业部分。
一句不会,我扛。
话说重了,我来道歉。
我不需要面子,在真正的朋友面前,面子抵得了真诚吗?
帮忙完毕,不声不响没消没息了。
功课,几个人做;
分数,全部人拿。
公平?

有些人真的很没资格喊压力。
真的,每天开开心心,外出,跟朋友车大炮抬杠,功课不闻不问。
压力?连个压力的症状你都没有。
我否认你,算我无知,算我误解吧。
我只是,无解。

或许吧,从一开始就不该太好心肠。
现在宠坏了同学,自作自受。
当你不愿再给予协助的时候,人家就会说“你变了”。
然后一张嘴,却可以十传百,百传千。
臭名,就此远扬。

我曾想过拨通电话回家跟家里人聊聊天,可是不想让家人担心,又害怕不争气的泪水在听见家人的声音后会落下,于是便把事情写在这里。
我没有哭。
我长大了。
我有压力,可是我会克制自己,这是一种学习过程。
我也深信,这并不是人生最压力、最绝望的时候。
我还笑了。
笑世间,可笑之人。

后记:
跳舞、运动是解压的最佳方式。
今天还真的实践了去健身房的承诺了。
找个朋友倾诉也是不错的选择。
不想讲话,像我一样打在部落格,心理也会舒服许多。
给无知的学弟妹们,别再为赋新词强说愁。
什么拼人气的,别人看到的你,也只不过是表面光彩。
还有,是我的朋友都知道,我就是这么直接的一个人。
直接不是想要伤害你,而是不想隐瞒你、模糊你。
阿谀奉承的话我不会说,我只会告诉你事实。
希望我们的友谊不会因此而出现状况。
未来,相处愉快吧,一起加油! :)

Saturday, 8 June 2013

Dance Life

I started to fall for dance since I was small. (Actually I can't really remember when is it. xD)

I just remember that my passion on dance, especially on break dance, started to grow when I was still a high school student. I did not dance, I just dreamed, without taking any action to prove that I actually love to dance.

The first experience of my dance life is between the last two years of my high school life. We just learnt some dances for performance.
And now when I rewind the past, I feel I am really a stupid ass hole because I was trying to commit suicide when I couldn't dance well. How silly was I?

But now, I am a smart girl.
I gained a lot from the dancers.
I found the ways to make dance useful.
I dance whenever I feel to.
I practice dance by myself.

Seriously I feel grateful to my classmates who asked me to dance for their video shooting.
That was the time when I made my dream a truth.
The minute when my family and friends watched the completed dance video, we laughed together so loudly!
Moreover, I was so surprising when my lecturer/ tutor showed the dance video during the lecture class, in the big lecture hall.
Oh my ! I was on screen! I really didn't expect that!
Teacher some more added on that she was surprised by me, and she said that that is what she has to do, shows her students' talents.
And yet, thanks to everyone who gave me courage and comments too.
Appreciate it much.

I know my family worries about me, especially my mummy and my twin brothers.
My second sister and I are having the same problem, that is our back bones injured since we were young kids.
But my sister's situation is worse than mine but previously, she learnt about break dance too.
The first time my mum sees me do the break dance is from the video shooting that I mentioned just now.
She knows she probably can't stop me from doing break dance, thus she just keeps asks and reminds me to be careful when dance it.
While talking about my brothers, sometimes they will yell at me when I dance, but actually I know in the inner layer of their hearts, they will support me no matter how. They even helped me when I failed.
So, I have promised to them and myself, I will take good care of myself, my health, the only priceless wealth!
I am not a kid a child any more!

Well, I never feel that is enough for my dance life.
I hope I am determine enough to continue my dance life.
Never stop from improving my dance skill.
Dope Jasslyn, keep calm, and dance!
(Y)

Sunday, 26 May 2013

我不·难过了

暂停。

我说的是,在你阅读这篇文章之前,请跟着我的指示。
  1. 暂停所有音乐,包括这个部落格的歌曲。可以往左下角查看,点击暂停键。
  2. 播放这篇帖子的歌曲。将页面往下滑至这篇帖子的末端,点击播放《陌生人》这一曲。
好了。


什么是分开以后的两个人?
对我来说,应该是两个不一样的个体。

在一起之前,不也是两个个体吗?
所以分开以后,就会回到原来的两个个体。

只是,彼此都回不去原点了。
总是有些什么在心里头纠结着。
是回忆吗?
答案未必是必然的。

又看到你了。
不,是你们。
幸福的小两口吧。
小,是因为在我心中,依然还保留着你那股天真无邪的孩子气。

说完全放下还是假的。
早就决定把你遗留的影子埋藏在心里最深最底最隐蔽的地方。
却没想到看见你的背影,心里还是有一股汹涌在流窜着。
嗯,会平息的。

总是这么说着。
一个人,笑着哭、哭着笑,总比两个不快乐的人,来得要好。
看着你微笑,就值得我满足,我何不托付?
你和他,如果更让人羡慕,答应我绝对要幸福。
绝对。

偶然听到蔡建雅的《陌生人》,我想暂无其他歌曲可以完完全全地诠释 我们 了。
We are strangers with sweet memories.

一朵云能载多少思念的寄托
在忽然相遇街头
当我们擦身而过 那短短一秒种
都明白 什么都变了

一转身谁能把感慨抛在脑后
在事过境迁以后
这段情就算曾经 刻骨且铭心过
过去了 又改变什么
地球它又公转几周了

我不难过了
甚至真心希望你能幸福
当我了解你只活在记忆里头
我不恨你了
甚至原谅你的残忍理由
当我了解不爱了
连回忆都是负荷


一转身谁能把感慨抛在脑后
在事过境迁以后
这段情就算曾经 刻骨且铭心过
过去了 又改变什么
浓情爱恋 都已陌生了

我不难过了
甚至真心希望你能幸福
当我了解你只活在记忆里头
我不恨你了
甚至原谅你的残忍理由
当我了解不爱了
连回忆都是负荷

我不难过了
甚至真心希望你能幸福
当我了解你只活在记忆里头
我不恨你了
甚至感谢这样不期而遇
当我从你眼中发现
我已是陌生人了
我已是陌生人了

蔡建雅《陌生人》

我还是难过了

Friday, 17 May 2013

默契

有一种默契,说明朋友之间的关系。
想说的话语,下一秒,出于你口里。

有一种默契,考验伴侣之间的亲密。
保留的秘密,下一秒,穿透你眼睛。

有一种默契,证明世界的一见钟情。
简单没道理,你爱我,再加我爱你。

有一种默契,毛骨悚然的心有感应。
刚想的事情,下一秒,发生得诡异。

有一种默契,说恰巧不敌心有灵犀。
就一个动作,同一秒,两人似一体。

有一种默契,叫做母女连心。
想吃的菜肴,我不说,妈妈早已备齐。

有一种默契,叫做有其父必有其女。
滑稽的事迹,别过头,父女齐憋笑意。

有一种默契,叫做连枝同气。
女人的心情,不必说,姐妹自得其意。

有一种默契,叫做手足之情。
姐与弟的异性关系,没有男女授受不亲。

Sunday, 12 May 2013

母亲节快乐

有许多的第一次,我想这次也是第一次。

一大早起身,收拾。
待弟弟补习结束,出发。

今年的母亲节,二姐去了沙巴旅行。
大姐也没回家。
可是老爸计划好了,中午与大姐和未来大姐夫见面,去吃点心,然后载我到宿舍,因为得赶得及傍晚的宴会。

就这样,聊聊、玩玩地,时间就是很不留情。
这是爸妈在我换房间后,第一次再来到我的宿舍。
很想,与家人度过今天、今晚的。

家人回家后,我发了封简讯给妈妈,超级简短的信息。
“妈妈,母亲节快乐! :) ”
妈妈回信谢谢。
而我的反应是两行想念的眼泪。

就这么两封信息,我想足以令我怀念这一年的母亲节。

妈妈,我爱你。

《天下的妈妈都是一样的》
不管風吹雨打 不管星期或例假
我的媽媽從來不放假 工作為了家
廚房是她的天下 獅子頭還有紅燒鴨
樣樣她都精通不會假 她是我媽媽

從小常常挨罵 那是因為我不聽話
不要以為這是種懲罰 她只要我長大
媽媽我感謝妳 沒有把我跟大毛比
雖然我考試沒有得第一 她說只要你盡了力

不管太陽昇起 不管夕陽它又落西
為了我們妳犧牲了自己 我永遠不會忘記
將來有那麼一天 我把太陽高高昇起
掛在妳永遠滿足的笑意裡 媽媽我愛妳